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Happy 2 years and 5 months love! Sayang you always <3

A thing we always do. / 0 comments (+)

I miss you and us cooking with each other. How we fought over small things while preparing the meal. How you prepared all the ingredients and put them ready on a plate without asking me to. How you asked me if the meal we cooked is too salty or not. How eager were you and let yourself stirring the food every time I stirred. How you would asked me if this was okay to add in the menu. How you teased me. How you reacted to me every time I got angry if things didn't go well. How you always wanted to make everything done for me without asking me first. I hope this lasts forever. I love you, always have love you. :)

Apart from that, two good news happened today! First one, I am now an HND holder. Yeay! Alhamdulillah! Terima Kasih Ya Allah! :D Our results came out at noon today. We only have 3 units for this final semester and Alhamdulillah my result is good (a Distinction and 2 merits). Couldn't believe that we got Distinction for SDP (Our final year project), we have done something remarkable. All of our hard works are really paid off! Thank you girls! ;)

Second, I attended a job interview this morning. Naddy suggested me this job, thank youuuu babe! I am looking forward to the second interview, because that Mister said he would text me maybe tomorrow and latest by Saturday. I never like interviews, I never like the moods happening during the interviews and I never like to do self-introduction. So yeah goodluck to me! Hope tomorrow will be a good day! I can't wait for 18th! :D You make me happy, you make me smile! You know who you are.

Story from the past. / 0 comments (+)

Hey! That's me! hehe! This was umm 6 years ago during national day rehearsal. Sorry for the bad quality, it was printed like that and I barely could see my face.

Anyway, this is a post about something that really shocked me and made me even more happier. This happened sometime in February 2005 during the national day, collaboration with some secondary school. I was studying in STPRI and he was at Hasan School. It was like a dream came true. Allah memang dari mula sudah mentakdirkan kitani untuk bersama. Alhamdulillah! He (my Ami) once told me a story about a girl he met during the national day rehearsal. He said he liked this girl, but always didn't get the chance to talk to her. The first time he saw was at Padang Belapan and the second time was at Padang SOAS. I teased him, maybe that was me. He just yeah right! :P He forgot already how the girl looked like so yeah, I just skipped that part. Recently, few days ago when I was rummaging my stuffs I found a piece of folded newspaper. When I unfolded it, I saw me printed on the Bulletin. Then I quickly took my phone and snap a picture of it and sent to him to show him that was me. He was like "Remember the girl I told you, it was actually you when I saw this picture!" I was smiling happily, didn't believe how that could possibly be me. I asked him many times was he really sure that was really really me and he said yes, confidently yes you are! I was like "Wowwwww!" He met me and knew me before I even knew him. I asked him why you didn't say hi or gave a smile at least, that would be great. He said he was too shy and he said he only watched me from far. I never realized there was someone watching me and that time I barely knew any boys. Budak STPRI kan! hehe! It just ended like that when the national day event ended. That's how he met me for the very very very first time.

Apart from that, I also knew him from a girlfriend of mine back then from sitxh form college in 2007. I am not sure if we are still friends because she was the first one who didn't want to talk to me anymore when she knew I was with him. I don't mind really and skip this part please. I was not really that close to her, I mean we only met and shared stories during registration period. She always told me about him, anything happened between them I knew. I didn't really listen much and cared who he was because he was her boyfriend at that time. I only listen and talk whatever I wanted to talk about because we were friends. Not more than that plus at that time I forgot his name and his personal facts. Why should I care enough? He was not mine yet. She also the caused of my dad losing trust at me for the first time. I didn't say she did something to me and she knew nothing about this. She was absent not attending school for like three days. I was looking for her actually why she kept not attending school. Our friends said she quit because she got an offer at another college. So I was like okay. But then one day when I got back home from school, my dad was really angry at me. He said anything he wanted to say and that hurts me a lot. He told me that your teacher has called me and told me that you skipped school for three days. That was totally not true! I was there at school, attended every class sessions. I cried for two days because of that. My dad didn't want to talk to me and when I tried to say anything he didn't want to listen. I tried telling him the truth but he denied. If that was not true, why your teacher are calling me? That was he said to me. The next day when I went to school, I asked my teacher and before I even opened my mouth my teacher already said sorry because she ticked a wrong name. Her name was above my name, so my teacher was confused. My teacher called my dad after that and explained to my day what was really happening. Alhamdulillah, I gained my trust back but I am still feeling that pain :') That's okay! at least I didn't do anything wrong. Why am I mentioning this, about her and my dad in this post?? Sorry for whoever read this :)

Then in 6th April 2009, we met again at Concepts Computer. We worked together in one roof. Day by day and months after months we became closer and much more closer. I won't write anything how we became closer because I did mention at my previous post already (I think!). By 18th July 2009, I accepted him to be my boyfriend and from that on, no one could ever gave me so much loving than he did and I trust him from the very bottom of my heart. I am so happy to be with him now! yeah you are amazing sayang! ohh yeah, my cousin also knew him because he was one class with her in Hasan. My cousin's boyfriend also has connection with him. Percaya lah dengan takdir Allah, sesungguhnya apa yang ditakdirkan adalah yang terbaik. I was in touch with him for a long time but Allah didn't want to give him to me so soon. The reason is Allah wants him to be my last, not the first. He came to me after six years and within that six years there's a lot of things had happened not to me only, it also to him. Alhamdulillah! Four more days is our 2 years and 5 months anniversary sayang! :D I know you read this :P Enjoy reading.

Forever ain't enough. / 0 comments (+)

I love you ;)

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